Dear Diary,
Being this way is a flaw, I have to live with for the rest of my life. I am more rotund shaped than a pig, in fact, pigs would compare their fattest pigs to me. Having ass-mar(asthma) is just the cherry on top of my sundae and that is not even the beginning. I have the most awful eyesight, yet I see people more clearly than you even know. I hate having to be this way, I have such a great mind but when I speak something shortsighted takes control of me. In reality, I am the brainy representative of the civilisation and no one realises how much I have contributed in making this island as liveable as it is. Still, I am looked at as the idiotic overweight pig of the group who is just there as an accessory to Ralph, who is pretty much the voice in my head. I like to think of myself as his advisor. I am very vulnerable and I am quite insecure with myself. I am not comfortable with being this way and sometimes I wake up everyday thinking it is going to be better but in reality it is not and I do not have the power to change that.
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